I recently got some of the most exciting news ever. My best friend of over a decade is expecting her first child! Words cannot express how excited I am. I think I'm actually more excited for her than I would be if I were to find out I were expecting again. My friend and her boyfriend/future husband are going to be some amazing parents. That kid will be so lucky.
While I'm really excited, I'm also so jealous. I know I shouldn't be since I have two perfect kids, but I am thinking it would be nice to have another. I have always had fertility issues and can never get pregnant when I want to. (Not saying it was easy for my friend either.) I'm sick of having fertility issues. PCOS sucks. I am slowly coming to the realization that we will be a two kid family. I'm coming to terms with it. Even if I don't have any more kids, I'm very thankful to have the ones I do.
And in the mean time I get to spoil other people's kids. :)